I know i haven't been writing a whole lot lately but after the next 3 months i should have alot more time to do so. I have 1 more semester at SWFC and 4 classes to complete: Family Law, Civil Litigation, Terrorism, and Supreme Court.... I graduated officially this past Saturday. I will get my degree in 8 weeks. (well longer cause i have to complete my classes). Rokeya drove down and surprised me at the ceremony. Matt was here of course, I really enjoyed having him here.... it made everything so much better having him here for my big day. I felt like for the first time i was really sharing an important part of my life with him. My aunt Dena and Uncle Berlie both came... my Grandma (mom's mom), my parents, chrissy, shane and the boys, and Krystal ended up coming afterall. I am still disappointed and worried actually that i haven't heard from Doc P and Lynn since they left and that they couldn't go to the ceremony... but i was able to have my 3 best friends there for me.... and seeing them all there together... taking a picture of me after i got off stage..... that was an awesome feeling. I haven't been as happy as i was at that moment in a really long time. That was a great day. Matt and I had a few rough patches... a few disagreements... but I think all in all we enjoyed each other's company for the most part. I learned alot about myself... alot about him... alot about our relationship. I was really sad when he left today.... but I've done pretty good. I only cried 2 times... and it was just a short slipup.... It just sucks you know? You don't realize how much you really missed someone until you see them again... and spend time with them.. and then they have to leave again. Same with Rokeya having to leave again. I'm sure it was the same for Krystal. Anyway.... long story short.... i've grown alot in the last few weeks alone.... alot happened that kinda woke me up to new things i guess... and its just so weird to think that i graduated from college...i have a college degree and i'm the first of the entire family.... that's pretty damn cool. That's really something to be excited about, you know? That's it for now... ttfn